Monday, September 25, 2023

Surviving mental illness and loss

 i am Michele, I suffer from bi polar disorder but at the present time i am grieving the loss of my husband, he passed away on June 8 2023 , Since then i have alot of dark days and can not move forward, 99% of the time I can not think clearly, I feel my life has been stolen from me. I waited 7 years to get married after the divorce of my first husband. I knew that my husband  had alot of health problems, but my husband was always determined to live and to enjoy life to the fullest but when he had the 2nd stroke the onset of dementia all of the determination was taken away. I always kept hope for a miracle to happen, but the miracle never happen. 







 try to keep on living became unhopeful, then he developed a bad case of dementia and didn't know who i was. 

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